Trash Doubts 

Obviously the "inspirational feeling" floods all of us on the 1st day of the year. I woke up with this determination, hundreds of ideasn ready to attack, vibing to some alternative music while driving on the highway on such a nice morning. The idea of a fresh start, new beginnings, practically a clean slate so to speak should be refreshing and motivating. However that feeling lasted merely a moment for me, because soon after it was followed by a sense of overwhelming doubt, the usual procrastination, and fear thay here I go saying I'm going to "STICK" to something, but based off my track record I'll just eventually fail at it and ultimately abandon the project all together. I've learned over the years that I'm a competitive person, never letting other people's opinions or doubts stop me from anything. But that's just it, it's not the thoughts or voices of others that have been holding me back, and simply my self-doubt that stops me in my tracks. I value my own thoughts more than anybody else so if I begin doubting myself, I practically give up to that voice in my head. Well this is me facing MYSELF headon, not just thinking it's me VS the world but changing my perspective to it's ME VS ME! Taking out the the trash, taking out my doubts!

#morning #sunday #transport #january