because of u

This Christmas doesn't look like any other I would spend before. By occupating my mind with preparations for Christmas I am also desperately trying to forget about all this shit you did to me. It was an almost year ago, but still, hurts like as if it were yesterday. Anyway, this christmas will be beautiful, because I want them to be marvelous and offset me these all bad things. And they will be beautiful, I promise.

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