how to come to terms with something, what is not simply 'comingable'

It is something unusual about this photo, but none of the words are able to express our great sorrow and mourning after you. You passed away, exactly six years ago, but I feel it like it was yesterday. Remember that I will be always remembering you, even though the world rushes off striving for literally nothing. Despite not having you here, I am still with you. You were, and still are, the most beloved human being in the whole world. You taught me how to say sorry, taught me how to suck it up, when life fucks you over. Thanks, however I cannot talk to you in person, I know, that you are somewhere. remain there, there's my only little prayer, to you, whoever you are.

#afternoon #wednesday #december