194/365 The chance to disappoint you

I've been doing a lot of experiments this week.

Trying to find that balance between my ideas and my ability to execute them.

I enjoy the learning process a lot. It makes me realize a lot of things. It makes me discover areas I never once thought of.

Sometimes they turn out okay, but most of the time they fail. And I look forward to those failures every time.

I'm probably someone who loves failure so much.

Not because I'm a pessimist, but because I learn so much from them.

I get better because I fail.

Or something like that.

Also, I've been binging on Kdramas the past few days. I never wasted so much time watching TV(19 hrs in 3 days), but that's how me and my grandma bond so totally no regrets. Promise I'll stop before the week ends though.

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