I got the best Easter wishes ever. A few days ago one person who knew my Mum called and said that he won't wish me peacefull Easter. That we have to do everything to make them loud and busy. Let the drunk uncle put his hand into soup. Anything. That we have to do everything in order... not to think.
We've got holes in our hearts. Christmas without Mum. Easter without Mum and Granny.
So I turn my music very loud. Stopped crying. Trying not to think. About them. About loosing someone in a different way.
Will I always have a broken heart? Every fu#*$ng holiday.
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