Wrote emails all day. Sorted things out. Filled in form. Press SEND. And celebrated with a symbolic swim at Bawleys beach. Kioloa Day 13. LSL Day 27. Realised that I only had 8 hours. Decision. Shock. Stunned. Calculations. Not my timing but so secretly yearning not to have to go back to the city. 1 month now becomes 6 months. It is the best decision, it is the decision I should have made but deferred. And circumstances led this to be the only smart choice. So, LSL is short, forgive quickly, enjoy deeply. I wanted it to be about working towards the next phase, but couldn’t work out what it was. Keep the practices small. Perhaps it’s the LSL that will create the conditions to give me clarity.