It's time to put away photos and finish this chapter. I feel it's not enough. I'll go back there. I think I found my place on earth. I didn't want to go back to my house.
I also have the feeling that without You this series wouldn't exist. Thank you @vividcolourfabric for your idea.
To be honest - I wouldn't go for this trip without this idea on my mind. It somehow helped me a little.
Now I have to deal with my life. I probably made a little mess but we will see. Either way - everything will be clear.