IN-HEAL

Spring like this after such a Winter? How good is that!?❄️🌱

This Spring I feel happy. A bit tired and weak, but confident, aware and light-hearted. I didn't know this mix of feelings a few years ago and it makes me even more grateful. And then... Do I really deserve this beauty in life? I mean... I could get used to it, sure. But this is so unfamiliar...

This shadow of doubt is like a persistent odor you can't get rid of your nose. Like carrion - once you smell it, you won't forget it. You may crawl out of your pit, but you'll never forget the cold, wet and dark weight of lying there. That burden remains... well, in the end, for that soul-shaping tool I'm grateful the most.

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