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Urszula Stachowicz

I have memory of a goldfish. That’s why I need my Tookapic diary – to remember anything!
#9 11/365
265 streak
#601
Day 601
Envelopes
My mum yesterday stayed at the hospital. Nothing. Nothing else matters now. We're still waiting for the diagnosis. Waiting is the worst. #af...
#602
Day 602
Breaking
Still waiting for a diagnosis... I have really bad thoughts. #portrait #morning #white #wednesday #people #sculpture #woman #abstract #self-p...
#603
Day 603
Ex-bowl
I'm so fu*$&ng stressed that I'm cleaning house all day. As you see, it didn't end well. But I needed cracked objects anyway so... #thursday #...
#604
Day 604
The worst day
I had to get out today. Dive deep into water. There are certain words you can't even imagine. Can't say them aloud. And than you hear th...
#605
Day 605
Eggs
Another streak. Mum is having a surgery on Monday. Can't even think that it's not even the beginning of the fight. #afternoon #food #saturday #co...
#606
Day 606
Pink
The most difficult wedding I've ever been. My mind was with my mum. It still is. All the time. #food #evening #sweet #sunday #fun #cake #flower #...
#607
Day 607
Evening sunflower
Another hard day. It's almost dark now, so I can take off my 'smiling face'. Catch a little sleep and then tomorrow visit my mum. Ho...
#608
Day 608
Pigs
Just couldn't resist to buy this packing paper. I know that pink isn't the best choice but this pigs... I have moments with total despair and wit...
#609
Day 609
Red something
Cleaning the house. Waiting. Not thinking. Trying to keep 365 project alive because I know there'll be even worse days. And it could be...
#610
Day 610
Pigpack
So, the piggy present had been handed. #thursday #afternoon #food #office #people #desktop #paper #business #one #container #august #no-person
#611
Day 611
Showers
My life now is between hospital and home. We have to rebuild our bathroom. And change bath to shower... I'm tired and sad and it still will be...
#612
Day 612
Flowers
Every day it's harder. #afternoon #food #saturday #red #leaf #flower #flowers #blur #rose #love #celebration #decoration #wedding #bouquet #st...
#613
Day 613
Red, white, green
Yesterday we celebrated my grandma's name day. But meanwhile... my mum was very weak yesterday. She's still at the hospital. At firs...
#614
Day 614
Hands
We didn't hear diagnosis today. We've heard sentence. After this photoshoot I was sitting in my car for two hours. Talking to my friends. Crying...
#615
Day 615
...
Maybe it's good I have lot's of work. Maybe. But when the sun is down and my mum is in the other room... I'm the loneliest human being on earth. T...
#616
Day 616
The Guard
Ginger is guarding my mum. #indoors #portrait #afternoon #wood #house #wednesday #cat #furniture #room #one #family #pet #daylight #mammal #...
#617
Day 617
Dancing in the rain
Cropped photo. We had terrible day yesterday. Don't even want to think about it anymore. #thursday #outdoors #nature #afternoon #w...
#618
Day 618
Bathroom
That's what left of my bathroom. #morning #friday #old #wall #architecture #dirty #texture #rock #construction #concrete #fabric #pattern #de...
#619
Day 619
Flowers
Another hard day. I'm under inconceivable stress and it finally got to my body. Or I caught some virus but either way I can't be weak right no...
#620
Day 620
Radars
That was a good week theme. I hope I'll catch up with Tookapic one day. But not now. Too exhausted and too sad. #portrait #outdoors #nature #af...
#621
Day 621
New
Because my mum is too sick, I'm replacing her at work. It's something new, it's scary... And this week is going to be worse than the previous... #...
#622
Day 622
Waiting
at the doctor's office. I think I'll stop going there. It always makes me feel like crap. And now, it's not important. Today my neighbour came...
#623
Day 623
When the sun is down
The worst nightmares and fears comes out. Trembling and shaking. Wishing it was already morning. Praying for strength for everyon...
#624
Day 624
Pizza
I went out for a couple of hours. Talk to A friend I haven't seen for almost 2 years. But it's getting worse... I wish we had all results. I wis...