Insanity

i have to get something off my chest. yesterday i was at my tattoo shop. i was about to continue my sleeve as usual. my tattoo artist started to sketch my idea we set outside of the shop and smoked some weed ( a good one & not my first time as many of you know ) my friends always told me that the high can be very delightful for an artist .. and i was high many times .. and always in a good high. but lately i am really stressed about my family and my new apartment and a lot of things .. this time the bad high stroked me really really bad. in one moment a couldn't control myself .. I've seen stuff in different speed and varieties. my girlfriend and my tattoo artist tried to talk to me. from the inside i answered them but i felt like they don't hear me .. i had a felling like everything is different. i talk fast and they are talking really really slowly. i never felt this thing in my life.. today i tried to express my feelings in this photo .. what i saw and felt .. still not same. but at least that is something.

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