Rudy

I woke up today hoping everything would be ok. That when I'd open my eyes Rudy will be ok. But he wasn't. I put him into the cage and took to the vet. A few months ago he had some problems with teeth and gums. But today vet saw some strange growth on his gum. Tomorrow doctor will take the sample and run some tests. I don't even want to think what could it be. But I hear this terrible word screaming in my head. Once more. I'm shaking. I'm terrified. And this waiting... It's hard not to think about the worst possible scenario.