Rain

I had one tough conversation this week. One more on Wednesday. It seems like no matter what I'm going to do, I'll be the side that will suffer the most. Or even the only side. It's fu%^#d up. I mean I've been in a dark place so many times. But this circle of misery started on August last year and since then it seems to be only worse. How much pain is enough? I have this bright moments every once in a while but in the end...