Circle of life

One of the most difficult momments was when my Kitty got sick. I can’t thank you enough for all your kind words. I have a huge Rudy’s gallery and although he’ll always have a special place in my heart, having all this photos help to remember. The last three photos in my gallery were the most emotional for me. The day before. That day. And the day after. tookapic.com/galleries/2842-ru...

The day before was hard. I remember I spent most of the time on the floor, next to Rudy and crying. I think he knew. He was really tired. He didn’t really want my company, but he was sitting somewhere and just looking at me.

That day was the most difficult. I had to took him and put into cage, knowing that he won’t be coming back. I remember the last minutes. Looking into his eyes and realising that he doesn’t see me anymore. I remember my Vet’s words that I had to leave now ale let him go. I remember locking the door and his last meowing. And Someone’s arms that hold me tight and didn’t let me go back. His support that I’ll never forget. After that I went back. And it was the part I wanted to do on my own. Say goodbye to my little friend. A couple minutes before going to the Vet I took that last photo.

The day after I felt terrible emptiness. I took the last photo "There must be heaven for cats" a few days later. And I felt a little better, knowing he’s not suffering anymore.

Rudy was my friend, he was with me for almost half of my life. Also – I got him from my parents. My Mum was taking care of him when I was going somewhere. And She didn’t like cats! I mean – earlier. It took Rudy a looong time but she not only accept him, but she also loved him. So loosing my little friend, another thread that connected me with my Mum, was even more difficult.

Almost two weeks went by. I got MMS from my Vet. She posted me a photo of three ginger cats and she wrote that they were looking for a home. And that’s how Andrzej found a new home. And you’ll be seeing him a lot. Just like you were seeing Rudy.

Thank you for being here for the whole process.

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