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I even wanted to make some local adjustments for this ray of light to make it more visible, but it wasn't necessary.

I'd like to be able to say that it will bring us new "nice" reality without all this world-wide and local problems, with good and professional politicians, thoughtful society and wise people full of empathy. But I'm not.

What I'm seeing recently make me somehow "strange", living in some kind of abstraction in my 4 walls, pretending to have a great life. Oh, maybe I even have a great life here now. But what next? What the future will look like? How much "they" will destroy it and how much it depends on me?

I'm fine here "home alone" doing all those things that waited for ages to be done, after that year and a half that overstimulated me in every aspect. I like this quiet, limited number of interactions, this time of myself. It's a month now and I'm still not bored, still "endangered" with lack of time for everything.

Hearing that people can stand being at home with themselves and their relatives make me think about the quality of lives that they had. And on what their build their reality and how easily it was hurt when one thing disappeared. It's like financing - you should never put all of your money in one wallet.

I'm happy that I've managed to build my world being quite independent and stable even in such times. That my mind have many things to think about it. That I have so many things to develop, to do, to learn, to discover.

And that what's I'm wishing to all of you: let everybody has his/hers world full of passion and dreams, let them never vanish and fade, let them grow and keep you living everyday to the fullness. Just keep going the best you can ❤