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Urszula Stachowicz

I have memory of a goldfish. That’s why I need my Tookapic diary – to remember anything!
#8 138/365
27 streak
#949
Day 949
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Hello, Mum. I just want to tell you that since you've gone, everything is going bad. But I know you would be glad that yesterday in that dark mome...
#760
Day 760
Marrying the darkness
(Inspired by: I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness - 'The Ghost' https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfG3aAprTZQ) So. No more wedding...
#782
Day 782
Wearing Black
I had this long describtion but somethin ate it. I think I was working too long on weddings. You see, I had this rule that I never work...
#886
Day 886
Morning
I always start my day with checking my phone. Messages, e-mail, Tookapic or Instagram. As you see, it's doesn't always end well. #theme-habits
#960
Day 960
First day
When I took Rudy for the last time to the wet... She saw the whole process of my sadness, despair and terrible loss. I told her that I defin...
#1,050
Day 1,050
7
It's time to put away photos and finish this chapter. I feel it's not enough. I'll go back there. I think I found my place on earth. I didn't want t...
#752
Day 752
Absorbed
I wanted to read this book for a while. I was going to buy it. Soon. Or later. And yesterday I got it as a present. I didn't expect. :D #them...
#774
Day 774
1.3.
Screaming inside.
#807
Day 807
Hug
So this terrible day finally came. We should be celebrating your birthday today, Mum. I bought our crossword. I closed my door. It's a sad and pai...
#965
Day 965
Meeting
#theme-holding
#736
Day 736
200 of 1 200
200 of 1 200 envelopes ready to send. Please. Kill me now.
#771
Day 771
1.2.
There are things I can't forgive. I don't think I'll ever be. But the hardest part is that I can't forgive myself. I tried not to think about but...
#784
Day 784
Exclamation mark 1.4.
Four months. I never asked why it happened to the best person I've ever knew. But I'm still so angry. I keep thinking that it al...
#785
Day 785
Mask
Somehow I keep running out of a black eyeliner.
#813
Day 813
Sharp cut 2
I've tried. I've tried so many times. But I think there is nothing that can be saved. I wish it was. I wish I had more strength and patien...
#861
Day 861
Pins
Thanks @vividcolourfabric for the idea! #theme-products So, this evening is going to be hard. Either way it will be over. I'm stressed.
#946
Day 946
2
I made a promise. And I'll keep it. The tumour grows everywhere. Outside, inside. My little kitty, I promised you I won't let you suffer. We have ti...
#1,089
Day 1,089
Gingerbread feeling
Every once in a while I feel the need to create something ugly. Creepy. Not-christmasy. First year: https://tookapic.com/photos/58...
#746
Day 746
The End
Another end in my life. Today I say goodbye to my Grandma. We dont know if there is any tomorrow for her. She's in a critical state. It's clos...
#842
Day 842
Happy Easter
#908
Day 908
June rust
Looks like I can't come up with any photo ideas when I'm at least a bit happy. Maybe some people just aren't capable of being happy. All bad...
#941
Day 941
Zero energy
Not feeling very well. I run some tests today, now waiting for the results. I wish I knew why I feel like this. Rudy is also having a bad...
#953
Day 953
There must be heaven for cats
Inspired by @itskatarinaaa work: https://tookapic.com/photos/486339 My friend wrote me that there has to be heaven for c...
#1,015
Day 1,015
You are always on my mind
Another fact about me being here: I wouldn't have so many selfportraits without Tookapic. I think it is debatable whether it...