434 This is how dreams are made

I am constantly discovering, realizing, and finding the cause of my ignorance.

I am also constantly changing. What I know or capable of a couple months ago might not be the same now, that's what growing feels like I guess.

This week the growth was more tangible, more painful. My ideas and my ability to execute it shows the gap of my inadequacy much more clearer than before. But maybe the gap grows because we're constantly moving forward and thus have broadened our horizon further expanding our creative capabilities. Every time I feel this gap with such clarity I would remind myself that this is what growth feels like, that I need to take another step forward with my storytelling.

I have a really hard time executing my moon food series this week. I went through a lot of disappointments with my work. I never looked at an image and feel so much hate. Hate for failing to show the story I wanted to tell. It's funny that good taste helps us understand how bad we are, how ineffectively we are in telling our story or engaging with our audience. But disappointment serves as a motivation, self-awareness on how to do better the next time.

But thank you. Thank you for the constant understanding that I am using this space for my need to grow.

p.s. Catch up with you late late tomorrow! ❤️ Stay safe.

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