T(h)ree

Being here is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's been the most difficult three years in my life. I'm talking about my spine, leaving the job I loved - during the first year. My Mum's leaving - second year. My Grandma leaving, dealing with the grief and anger. Rudy's leaving - third year. I also said goodbye to someone I loved for so long. And I met someone. Ended up with a broken heart once more. Maybe one day I will learn how to talk about my feelings. But today - I've lost everything because of this.

It looks like every year I had a special series. During the first year I came up with the idea of tookapic.com/galleries/729-pla.... It didn't have any emotional connection but it was fun. And I couldn't wait to post another idea. During the second year tookapic.com/galleries/1029-da... appeared. And it didn't go anywhere. I still feel the need to go there everytime it's bad. This year made me realise some thing. I had so many streaks that I found out that when I'm happy, I don't think about photos. Taking photos helps me dealing with the pain. Third year - tookapic.com/galleries/3111-se... I wouldn't go without Tookapic. Without @vividcolourfabric idea.

Thank you. For everything. I also have some bad news. I just can't finish with this project. It's impossible. So I'm staying here. Forever.