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Urszula Stachowicz

I have memory of a goldfish. That’s why I need my Tookapic diary – to remember anything!
#9 12/365
266 streak
#649
Day 649
Desperate need of a hug
Today my mum wasn't even there. She tried to wake up but it was too hard. She was sleeping all the time. I'm praying for a bet...
#650
Day 650
Lost hope
Today we've heard that it won't be better. That our mum... won't be more conscious. She won't be in pain but she'll be sleeping. It happened...
#651
Day 651
Leaving
Mum, you know I didn't have luck. You know how many times I had my heart broken. But if you go... it will never heal... #portrait #october #af...
#652
Day 652
Autumn
My favourite time of a year. Filled with sorrow. Pain. Regret. Despair. Loneliness. Longing. #thursday #october #outdoors #afternoon #old #vint...
#653
Day 653
...
Mommy, we don't know whether there is tomorrow. Now, when I'm home, I can only pray you won't suffer. That you won't feel the pain. Today was deva...
#654
Day 654
Don't go
We had another day. Mommy, you can make it. Stay with us. We'll live day by day. And will be greatful for every minute. #portrait #october #a...
#655
Day 655
Tea
Had to get out. Talk. Tomorrow will be very stresfull. #october #food #evening #wood #sunday #breakfast #dark #drink #coffee #cup #table #hot #mug...
#656
Day 656
Empty
It's so hard to be here without you. I wish I could visit you at work. Not to replace you. #indoors #october #afternoon #monday #desk #home #win...
#657
Day 657
Colors
So in love with autumn colors. #portrait #october #outdoors #afternoon #tuesday #fashion #people #love #woman #celebration #veil #man #wedding...
#658
Day 658
...
I think I did my last photoshoot. Mum... I know we don't have much time. I just wish I could talk to you. Tell you how much I love you. How I didn...
#659
Day 659
Tough morning
Doctor said it's closer than further. Mum... so many people are praying you don't suffer. #portrait #morning #thursday #october #cat #an...
#660
Day 660
Goodbye, Mommy
You are in a better place now. You aren't in pain. I love you so much. I always will. #portrait #october #friday #night #woman #monochr...
#661
Day 661
Not enough chairs
For everyone who came here to pray. See, Mum, you gathered us together. Family, neighbours... #indoors #october #afternoon #saturday...
#662
Day 662
Tomorrow
Tomorrow will be the most difficult day in my life. I don't think it's our last goodby, Mum. Since we both believe, I hope we will meet one d...
#663
Day 663
Black Monday
It's so foggy today, Mum. It's good. I wouldn't like sun today. We found your notes in your wallet. I don't know what it is, but it looks...
#664
Day 664
Thank you
Mum, you would love what people said about you yesterday. You would be shocked how many people were crying. And you would love the preaching...
#665
Day 665
Notes
Mum, I read your notes today. They broke my heart. I know it was 14 years ago, but I didn't know how bad it was. I would like to hug you now. Te...
#666
Day 666
Little things
We had so many customs, Mum. We used to buy each other little things. We had some kind of race – which one of us bought the 2 copies of...
#667
Day 667
Week
So it's been a week since you've gone. It's so hard to believe. I feel like this week lasted a few months. I'm so tired. And terrified. Now when...
#668
Day 668
I'm a mess
I'm in such a mess that I had to reupload this photo. Sorry. #indoors #october #afternoon #saturday #computer #screen #laptop #people #disp...
#669
Day 669
'Thank-you' cookies
Our Mum had this tradition. She used to make cookies when she wanted to say 'thank you'. It was only for special people. She made...
#670
Day 670
Tookaception
One day I'll deal with all that mess I have. One day I'll only remember only good days. It's so hard to check all of your files, Mum. Ans...
#671
Day 671
Last call
Only deaf phone's left. Mum, so you got your way. I told you once that I don't want to work at your firm. Then, after years I was changing m...
#672
Day 672
New bed
Terrible day. Can't breath here. #october #outdoors #afternoon #wednesday #people #furniture #book #print #paper #knowledge #library #educatio...