I'll get by

I love how taking photos everyday isn't a weird thing here. I mean, I'm lucky enough to have friends who know that I can go anywhere only for one photo. Or that I can spend sooo much time on taking or editing just one photo. They sometimes lough about but also give me ideas. Funny thing, after almost three years I still have moments I'd like to take photos of and put here - becasue I'd like to remember them, but something stops me.

But it's not the most important. When the times got really dark, Tookapic helped me. I managed to force myself to take photos anyway. Without it - My Dark Place wouldn't exist. At first I thought that looking at this photos later would be too difficult and painfull. And maybe it wasn't such a great idea to capture them. Today I don't feel pain or grief. Maybe a little bit of sadness but mostly I feel gratitude. That I had a place that helped me. I could put here my emotions. Deal with them.

It's been a long journey. Maybe my changes wasn't spectacular. I was starting my project when I was tired of taking photos. Of weddings and complaints. Tookapic brought this spark again. I fell in love with photography again. I've lost people I love. I still can't deal with it but I didn't stop taking photos. I took one photo even on the hardest day in my life. It was hard. But it helped. I needed something firm in my life. It was a long way and I still didn't really recover. But after that - I've found my place at work. And the greatest Boss ever. It somehow connects me with my Mum. It's the last thread.

All of this moments I have here. Not directly, of course, but I know exactly how I felt and what happened when I took each photo.
And I think this is it.

I don't know what I would do without Tookapic. <3

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